rationality. emotion.

Finally week 7 has passed. a miracle that i've been seeking appeared. I've finally completed my first assigned tasks, after a 2 weeks lapse. but i not in the position to care right now. The mind's in desynchronization with the heart.

Rationality
revert back. make logical decisions. based on intuition (in a certain sense).

Emotion
stay in the current state, heed the advices of the heart.

everything seems just like the storyline in one of the shows. when the sole survivor decided to go somewhere else because he couldn't get stronger, because he felt that he was bound by various things.

just when i thought i've managed to get rid of intangible things, i've failed once again. it floods back like how the waves hit the shores. it seems that emotions aren't under my control, and it's not good.

to those who have changed over the one month, hope everything's alright now.

but i will still help others as long as i'm capable enough, i think i might.

the first step.